Good Evening. Right now I hear the thunder rolling. I do hope we get some rain enough to water all my plants and flowers. I hate to drag those hoses all around the house again. Tomorrow it becomes Vince's job for several weeks, as I will be having surgery in the morning and will have stitches for about 3 weeks - AFTER WHICH, we are going to get a young dog - WHOOPEE!!!

No, I have't stopped grieving my precious Princess, but it is time to adopt another little one who desperately needs a family to love and who will play with her/him. We have been looking around, but it is too soon since I will not be able to properly care for a new dog for a few weeks. But I know that the Lord has just the right one for us. We will know. You just know. Don't know how, but it happens. It happened with Tiffany, and then happened with Princess.

The crying for Princess is less and less but not the memories and longing to hold and pet her once again. Everytime I am out I think I must rush home to put her out or feed her, and then I realize that she is not there. Just today coming up the steps I waited for her to be at the door when I opened it, and realized again, she is not going to be at the door.

I am still struggling with the bipolar-depression but it seems more manageable right now. The OCD has been at an all time high with so many thoughts ruminating over and over in my mind. People tell me to stop worrying when I keep thinking about an issue or situation, where it is not actually worrying, I just can't get it out of my mind as it is constantly there and I have to keep brushing it aside so that I can perform my daily duties, read, watch tv., work. It is just a constant that I have and continue to live with no matter what I try.

If someone is reading this and feels they can identify with this, then this blog site has met its purpose.

"For me to live is Christ, to die is gain." Without the Lord, I would have no life at all.

I will not be back again for a while until I recover. See you soon.

Keep looking up for Jesus will return in like manner as he ascended. Don't you miss it. Receive Him as your personal savior for your sins and honor Him as your Lord and Savior forever. You will never regret it.

Gail