Well, it's official. My forever friend has gotten her driver's license and library card now in TN. So, she has officially left the State of NJ, and left me in a state of feeling abandoned. Although, I have always had abandonment issues and have so much difficulty with the change of close friends moving away. When you love hard, you also grieve hard. I haven't been blogging for the past few days as I have been caring for a very dear Sister in the Lord who is battling Stage IV Sarcoma. I have been staying at her home overnight until the home health aid schedule was settled. My heart aches, another Sister in the Lord whom I will be saying so long to should the Lord tarry or heal her. My heart is very sad and heavy not just over the above, but just in general. I know that as a Child of God my heart should be joyful even in adverse situations, but I must be honest, I have to try to work up the joy. Have you ever been there? Then, I guess you know what I am talking about. I should be in bed because I just walk around tired all the time but even when I sleep well, I am still tired. I think some of it is the meds, some of it may be due to the chronic pain I am in, and, of course, battling emotional swings can be exhausting. But, I must keep my focus on Jesus, keep my focus on His resurrection, keep my focus off world events and its thinking, and just cling to my Savior. BTW everyone, hav a very Blessed Easter and Happy Spring.