Wednesday, March 17, 2010

My husband had surgery Monday and I am nursing him, which is not easy. Some procedure I am no longer familiar with upset me last night as well as him. Also, he hasn't been a very compliant patient at times. I lost it this morning with only 4 hours of sleep and waiting on him and cleaning up messes. I did not act like my Savior would want this morning and had to ask my husband, Vince, and the Lord to forgive me. I had been doing fairly well with OCD and depression with another new med added up until this morning. I would like to continue on the Cymbalta at 30 mg but my copay is 75% of cost and I don't know if I really can support this on a monthly basis along with the other meds I take - Zoloft, Lamictal, Neurontin, Trazodone and now Cymbalta. I am hoping that I can wean off some of the higher dosages of the other meds and drop one all together. I have been through so many med washouts in the past 30 years, that another change upsets me. As God's Word says, "For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God." I am glad that He sees me through the Blood of Jesus Christ and his Redemption. Aren't you?

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